What can I do?
These last months of virus epidemic already had me a little on edge, then add fresh agony of wrongful death, I wanted to fix it, wanted to fix it all! I saw lots of positive energy invested into the chaos of pain and too much negative energy deflecting progress. I want to do something – but what? I kept pacing, kept asking, “What can I do?”
“What should I do?”
Should I surrender reason and run off the cliff with all my family of lemming? Lemmings do the same thing as others regardless of whether it’s smart or thought through. I’m pretty sure I’m not a lemming.
I also established in my book, Turn & Walk: an unexpected quest, that I’m an ‘outside-the-box’ believer. I’m a woman of strong deep faith but passionate about staying clear of gatekeepers – all gatekeepers.
I do NOT follow a preacher, church leader, or movement spokesperson, even if they are a good person. I DO gather information from a broad range of sources, always hoping for solutions or salve for deep wounds. Neither speeches nor sermons heal wounds unless they motivate hearts to step in with care.
It’s time I look again at what God’s intentions might be for people. Read more